close to heart...

I have just came up from checking my mailbox and in my hands, I have with me, one of the most beautiful things I have ever been given to in my life.

It touches my heart so, to know that in between all her wails that she has no time to finish all her assigments, the endless tests that kept coming and her always-late-but-better-than-never replies, my dear bestie has spent her time, put her skills into use and made me a beautiful frame of her and i. This girl has insang paried the sides and pasted nicely cut felt strawberries and flowers all over the frame and has put our picture that we both love best inside!!

I am speechless, I am.

I feel even worse for not doing anything for her for her birthday ( I suck, really). I never show her how much I appreciate her being with me throughout all these years. Sure, we have our ups and downs and we've bitched about each other (don't all girls do that? And that was way back in secondary school). This bestie of mine, is like the most genuine person that I have ever met! You know, when you have doubts about yourself and people tell you, " I am sure you can do it!!", somehow I do think that certain people say it just for the sake of saying it. Like, you know it is the most appropriate thing to say at that point of time. But when Shen Ting tells me that she believes in me and that I can really do it, I really do believe her wholeheartedly!! I know she really thinks that I can accomplish whatever it is that I have on mind and I do, honestly, appreciate her for the confidence she gave me. It is this confidence that has brought me along my way, through my toughest time of all. It is this confidence that I keep reminding myself to go on, and to instill in me, self-belief. And for that, I truly am thankful of your presence in my life!
*hugsss*
By the way, did anyone tell you I love the present?

And thank you honey... these hearts are like a reminder of how much you love me each time I put it on me...I love the 3D thingy...*muackkss* I know it is hard for you to buy so so many things and carry it back, to try to cook and make those fabulous chickenballs, steam the crabs, cook the spaghetti, to decorate the room and write my card for me, and all this happened in what?? less than 3 hours??? my darling is amazing right?? =) He always and still amazes me, you know?

It is like one of my best birthdays, really. It is kinda sad that I don't get to celebrate it with my family but 2 of my dearest people (besides my family), the 2 who are closest to heart, the 2 who are so important to me, put in so much effort and went through so much trouble for me on my birthday.

*weep*. I am so blessed.